When i think of my family, i think 'crazy ups and downs' and 'what the heck is happening' and 'i love this crazy, unexpected decision making family'. Why do i think like that?. Well, for one thing we seemed pretty normal in the beginning when my mom and dad and my two brothers lived in my country.  We did everything together, we went to church together, we went to the supermarket together and we all ate  at The Same Dinner Table together. But then we moved to New York and four years later when everything seemed perfectly normal and we were already used to what seemed like an overpopulated city life of New York, with it's stressed out, 'don't get close to my personal space', 'to tired to be kind' people,  then my mom and dad decided to take different directions in life.  Was i surprised, i sure was.  It would've been better to give me a heads up a month or several months before so i wouldn't take it so much of a shock. But hey. They chose it that way.

Well, anyway. After that, don't remember exactly when. My brother got married. A few years after that they had a baby and one year after that my mom found a new 'love' and had a baby too. So my little brother has a nephew that is one year younger than he is. It's kinda funny, cause my nephew who is 8 won't call my little brother who is 9 uncle. My little brother is 18 years younger than me.

Well, the story goes on. My brother  and his wife had a lot of trouble during their marriage that they divorced. And they each married to different people. During that time my father got married. A few maybe five years after that my brother divorced from his wife and his ex-wife (his son's mom) also divorced her then husband.  And they got together again, they are going to re-marry next year.  Even though i could've sworn that my dad and wife wouldn't last that's when they decided to have a child. Big shocker! Now i have a baby sister that was born this year. We are currently 26 years apart. There is more, but i'm tired of writing... off for the next time..

Being in this new stage in my life is almost unreal.  I remember months back when I thought about moving and how it would be and now that my thoughts have finally come to life it is amazing.  I have a new outlook on life, it's a new beginning.  A place where I can gather my thoughts, appreciate life, enjoy my surroundings and be with the one I love. I haven't started to work yet but I have to say that I'm a little excited and a little bored at times.